What is ENOUGH?

People say it all the time. 

ENOUGH. 

They say it to show frustration. 

They say it to show that they have given up. 

They say it to show their appreciation. 

People say it all the time.

But what is the definition of ENOUGH?

Is it to satisfy a parent's hopes and dreams?

Is it to be on par with a sibling?

Is it to be accepted by a group of friends?

Or is it to finally achieve your own goals and cancel everything n your bucket list?

Having a life with 2 older brothers that are born way too much earlier than myself, i have a lot to carry on my shoulders. To have role models who are already at their peak of their careers and having their own family, it makes me look back at mine. What career am i pursuing? What kind of family will i be having? Will be just as successful and have my parents smile at my success or would it be the opposite?

I've done too much, but not ENOUGH apparently. See how the word comes into play. To me, i've tried my hardest, given my best, offered ENOUGH to have people patting on my back and say, "You've done well." I bend, break, topple over to get to whatever i want, to be someone i saw myself as, and yet, it still doesn't seem to be ENOUGH.

My brothers would forever be improving, that can't be denied. But is it fair to say, that i'm not trying hard ENOUGH to be just as good? I'm trying, i really am. But when will it ever be ENOUGH?

WHAT IS ENOUGH?